Thursday, November 25, 2010
Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see
Today's training was just ): ): ): I'm kinda disappointed in myself. Actually I think I spend a lot of time thinking about touch and I also stay back to practice more and stuff, but I still suck. I dont really know why also. Maybe it's just a mentality thing, like Eugene said. Or maybe, touch is just not the sport for me. I dropped ball sooooo many times today I think everyone got pissed with me. I dont know why I have this bad habit of catching the ball the wrong way, it either bounces off me or I always try to catch above my head? Either ways, always fail. The feeling just sucks. It's like OH OH OH ONE MORE THEN SCORE!!!!!!! Then drop ball. Wth. It's too late to change now. How?
And communication is always a problem. I always dont know what my teammates want to do and they also dont know what I want to do. Then when we're at the line, we try a move. The defenders get on side, and everything fails. Resetting rarely happens, free play just messes up.
Many times we tried, many times we failed. Even though we try to encourage each other, perhaps deep in out hearts there is just that sth there to put us down, sth to drain our hope, sth to make us lose faith. And maybe thats what is really stopping us.
The bible tells us in Hebrew 11:1, "Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see". Come on, let's regain that faith and confidence!
I hope this is what we'll say after our match! :D